Everything Until Now is a multi-stage fan album, heavily inspired by the Caretaker's Everywhere At The End of Time and Everywhere, An Empty Bliss albums, which focus on the slow, horrible and tragic cognitive decline that one goes through in dementia.

This album will focus on the same topic but with a slight catch: the music will grow with it. Not just by losing it's quality... Let's just say the times try to catch up as the disease further ruin the memories.




Stage 1

A-Side:

Things seem rather pleasant in these times. Our friend is cheerfully living his youth, unaware of any obstacle that may come in his way. Hand in hand with his friends, family, and his lover, things are rather good, right now. While things may seem to stray from the norm, it shouldn't be something to be worried about... right?​

A1 - I'll Be Right Here For You.
A2 - Blue Skies Are Smiling
A3 - Queer Interjections
A4 - Twilight's Melody
A5 - Responses
A6 - Slow Decline?
A7 - Trying To Maintain Joy
 
B-Side:

You can't seem to shake this feeling, right? That something's wrong. I mean, things may be hard for you as the times go and you grow older, but you just can't shake that feeling that something... Something isn't right? Maybe it's all in your head, right? It should be. But either or, it seems that things may not be... as your hopes are rather tested now.

Everything will be fine... right?

B1 - Are We Still Okay After That?
B2 - Vexatious Surprises
B3 - Emotions In A Mixed Solution
B4 - Some Shine and Some Don't.
B5- Eerily Waiting For It...
B6 - Tears Before The Final Call
B7 - Anxiously Realizing...
 
Stage 2

C-Side:

Accepting things isn't getting any easier. Every day, something has to go wrong. You wish things weren't like this, but to deny it won't solve anything. You sigh as you try to find the peace in the chaos. Things may not be going great, but...
There is still some hope...
There is still some time left in your life to... breathe it all in.
To savor every moment as it may be your last.

C1 - I'll Try To Stick Around...
C2 - But I'm Somberly Holding On.
C3 - The Edge Of Sleep
C4 - Has It Really Been That Long?
C5 - Further Decling Steadily?...

D-Side:

Somberly accepting the inevitable has definitely helped. Sure, you have your periods of despair and hopelessness, but now... you feel slightly better about yourself. Things may seem to fade, but that's okay, right? Although things are seemingly cutting away from you... It's not good, and you do fear for the worst.
But...
You embrace that end. And only expect that all of it... It will all be worth it in the end.
You hope.

D1 - Another Lost Day That Dawns...
D2 - Slowly Dancing With Joy.
D3 - Misleading Persistent Chords Repeating Into Absolution
D4 - A Possible Pause.
D5 - Sudden Shift Into Solemnity and Self-Reflection
D6 - Embracing The Only Way Home...

Stage 2.5/Stage Loss

I: Trying to remember those days. Can't quite hold on. Can't quite grasp it like before. But it must be done. For her.
II: Finding the rhythm once more. It's all coming back to us.
Progression Held Steadily: ???
III: Quite grander than before. We're starting to piece it all together again... I grow fond of th--
IV: Oh no... Things are falling apart. The fog is piercing and the mind seems to fade. Things are starting to budge. I can't... I can't...
V: Can't... Can't hold on.... It's all fading... I'm... I'm starting to go...

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Stage 3

E-Side

Slowly but surely, time cracks open. The walls seem to fade into the void that has opened in front of your own eyes. You try to pick yourself up, but... you only slip as the borders in your mind seem to close on you. Nothing seems right. And while you hope for a brighter future...

You can only cry as the sun sets further and further away from your life.

E0 - Here We Ain't Done Yet.
E1 - Confusions Lone with Roads Pyramid
E2 - Alienated Beyond The Point of Comfort
E3 - A Spectre Within The Mortal Soul
E4 - Losing Sight Of Being There
E5 - The Decent Through Me
E6 - Claustroantics Within Phobia
E7 - Glimmer Of The Life Before...
E8 - Treading Within Chaotic Superstitions
E9 - Malicious Journies Across These Depths
E10 - The Final Call.

F-Side

The world seems to dissipate around you. Confusion and silence are your friends now. Hope is now a distant relative you forgot that you knew. Now, you lay there, in the disappearing space, where the fog seems to surround you. You smile, trying to prepare for all the torture and pain you won't remember feeling...

These are your final coherent thoughts that don't even make sense in the long run.

F1 - Attempts to Retain Disappearing Moments 
F2 - Hope To Continue To Wake 
F3 - Death is Only an Illusion Beyond Our Comprehension.
F4 - Daydreams that Gape Through The Fog
F5 - The Teardrops Regress Before The Past Is Gone 
F6 - The Thrill Trills Across This Dystopian Landscape
F7 - Lengthened Delays Between This Feeling Of Love
F8 - The Last Instance of Knowing Where To Look.
F9 - Lost in the Confusion Of Youth... For The Last Time.
F10 - I'll Hope To See You On The Other Side... 

NOTE THAT ALL MUSIC IS AGAIN, NOT ORIGINAL. THIS PROJECT WILL ALSO NOT BE MADE FOR PROFIT.